generation.

This is definitely one area where I really don't want input unless I ask for it. I haven't received any, I'm just saying. Maybe because I feel obsessive about it, maybe because I feel unhappy about it and maybe because I'm struggling with finding the knowledge to make this possible for myself and keep my life simple. Here I am.. sitting here.. watching some show on MTV about people with eating problems and weight gain issues and not being able to get it off or keep it off. Don't worry, I know this isn't me.. I just see their good end results and wonder why I can't reach my own end results and why I lack the motivation even though I want it SO badly. More than ANYTHING. I just don't get it. Yoga tonight. I need this. Why is it so hard.