fat house cat

It is December 4th and really nothing changes... I'm so frustrated and I know it's just my lack of effort. Yesterday I got my hair done, today starts the CRAZY efforts and everything that goes with it. I've been laying off the alcohol already. Last weekend I went dancing and drank then, which I think from this point on until Christmas would be the only justifiable time to drink. Drink, then dance the calories off. Also, I'm really stoked on fruit right now. Raspberries, mandarin oranges.. and such. I think I'm going to try and keep processed foods away from my body for the time being. Christmas is horrible for me when it comes to eating sweets and weight gain. SO THIS IS IT, I would prefer coming out of December looking and feeling better than when I went in. Maybe I'll see that doctor my mom want's me to see as well. That might help a lot.. 

Also. I WILL work out today when I get home. I WILL. There are no excuses. None. Come on.