sucking

Again, I've been incredibly terrible. Help! Not really, but I think today is a good day to get things going again. Healthy food, some exercise, good plan. Just honestly, not happy with my size. At all, not in the least. My shape is GREAT, the size of it, not so much. Like I said last time, I'm only looking for 5 or 6 pounds to start off with. Get a start at things. Once I do that I think I'll be more motivated to shed the rest. It's not like I don't have the resources. Food is a harder thing to deal with, especially with going out for dinner often with friends or BF. Hmm. There are some really fun fitness classes in Walnut Grove I'm looking into joining still, but we'll see what happens. 

I have to go do some fitness with Jen, I'll make it fun for her and join in doing some stuff as well.