sad

Well, nothing has been progressing, yet again. I've come to a really good realization though, it's not really my fault for the time being. Ahh, that's not exactly how I meant to phrase it. Here's the explanation. A lot of people use this to explain their depression without having to.. explain.. their depression. Anyways, that's not me. I'm almost certain I have Seasonal Affective Disorder. Happens every year. My mother is worried because she sees it every year and wants me to deal with it. Vitamin D pills and tanning. I'm just starting to get things sorted out in that area but I'm looking forward to getting it under control. Side effects happen to be craving comfort foods.. at all times.. which is horrible. Well, I just want more than ever to be in shape and happy and on track with life. This is at least a step in the right direction. I can honestly say that at this point.. I'm truthfully unhappy with my body.